Live and Laugh.

It isn't a good year.

2012-02-03T08:16:00.000-08:00

This year is not a good year for me. So far I still can't adapt my new school life because those teachers are teaching science and maths in bm. And guess what? I need to transfer school again. Annoying shit.
I'm kinda afraid that there's no place in the school which is I wanna transfer to. Most of the friends said it was full. pffft. I know I'm too late. I was busy doing other things. So yeah. Alright there are too many people wanting to go there.

I don't wanna stay bb if there's really no place. The school is quite okay actually. My classmates are friendly, including the malays. I did feel like crying when I was about to pass up my form of transferring school and walking alone to the office today. I wasn't in the mood that time. I didn't know why would I feel like that because I has studied there for only 13 days. Was I absent too many days? because today my che teacher asked me : " kamu pelajar baru ke? " I was like okeh fine I forgive you . -.-

Hmm btw form 4 is tiring. I have tuition classes from Mondays to Saturdays. But it doesn't matter since I like this kind of hectic life. There will be less time to slack. It's good for me isn't it? :D

Some people asked me how is my relationship because they seldom see I blog about it lately. Honestly I got really depressed about love in January. I couldn't control. I kept being unhappy because I was not that strong. Sometimes I hope he will be the first one who comforts me when I need him but I ain't gonna disturb and annoy him since he's busy. :) He promised something yesterday, hopefully he won't break his promises. :P I really do love him very much. We're not perfect two but as long as we love each other. <3

Love.

2012-01-26T09:15:00.000-08:00

Hello readers. I'm kinda busy visiting people's houses and getting angpaus during chinese new year. How about you? :) I know my blog is lack of updates. I'm sorry. :/

Here's a short update about love.Yeah, love.

Love can be beautiful but also ugly. I'm terrify, nervous and curious now. What is he gonna say? How is he today? Will he think about me today? What's gonna happen next? Are things gonna change? Will this just end like every fairytale is or what? These are the questions that keep popping in my mind. I'm really afraid sometimes. I know I will be okay after this, but this proves I'm afraid of losing this person in life.

And we must love your friends and family other than boyfriend/girlfriend and don't neglect them as well . They're important in our lives too. We should learn to care more about them. Learn to love them. So do you? :)

Anyway, appreciate the time that you both have together. Never ever regret when you lost it.

恭喜发财 :)

2012-01-20T08:01:00.000-08:00

Sorry that it's been a long time I didn't update my blog. We're lazy to blog don't we. Busy recently tho. Anyway, I'm back and here's an update in chinese. :D

刚去了SSAS最后一届的迎春会，表演都好很好看。:D

前两年的我还是工委们的一员，怀念。

和朋友都觉得好感动，虽然我只读了3年，可是我还是舍不得，我真的很想念他们。:(

最近好多人生病，家人朋友包括我都病了。我还是第一次病到想死的那种。-____-

几天不能唱歌，几天吃好吃的食物可是不知道什么味道，几天的鼻血。

一星期3天没去学校，老实说我想一星期不去算了，谁叫我妈把我生的那么乖。:P

假期的功课真的是有够多，再加上3天功课的分量，walao 没时间。 :(

新年要到了，好像都没什么气氛，几个星期前我还很期待可是现在好像没什么感觉了。-____-

hmm 开始知道感情变质的可怕。不知道算不算变质，可是我总觉得我们就算彼此都不忙，都变不回以前。

常常在想，要怎样才能拉近之间的距离。

各位新年快乐，晚安 :)

School Reopens.

2012-01-07T05:17:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps. :)

I've been so busy having tuition classes nowadays. It isn't that bad, I like this kind of life. :D So far so good.

What I am worried about is Sejarah that beech. :/ You know what? I know form 1, 2 & 3's sejarah actually is kinda easy but still it was a hardcore for me last year. It took like my forever to memorize tho. LOL. And this year, those chapters really do kill me ya know.

First day of school was not so cool. I've transferred to a new school with other schoolmates. I don't know why the hell some people looked at us like never seen human before as we're from another school. -___-
Everything of the new school does still seem so strange for me. I can't get used to it although 3 days had passed.

I like my bio teacher. She's so damn cute, her patterns more than badminton. :P Somehow every teacher looks so kind. :O I like chemistry the most among those 3 science subjects. I don't like Form 4. There are a lot of things to be memorized in every subject. :(

Nevertheless, this year I'm more hardworking than last year. (Y) Guess what? I online everyday but it never more than an hour except Saturdays. :P I decide to be a nerd for these two years, I hope I won't fail doing it. hah. One of my friends said it's because of him, I become so hardworking. :O It's great anyway. HAHA.

Alright, so chinese new year is only about 2 weeks away. I can't wait for it like seriously. :D FUHH. Time flies faster please. :)

Switched off my phone today. I didn't want to think too much and keep looking my phone. I wanted some peace. Sometimes I'm tired of everything. So yeah. I was glad to hear that he's worried about me. LOLOLOL. :P bendan sorry for making you worry, I'm alright now. ;) All I want is I hope we won't be far apart. <3 *fingers cross. I love you, I really do. No one loves you more than I do other than your family. :P I'm waiting for your post huh. BLAHHHH :P

That's all. Ciao.

A very short post. :)

2012-01-01T09:21:00.000-08:00

I don't think 2012 is a good year. I feel that this year will be much worse than last year.
I was happy just now but right now I'm down again.
I'm really an idiot. Everything I did was really stupid.
K nobody cares, nobody understands. I'm just unimportant.
Forget it, life goes on.
I'm bad, really bad. Ain't pretty, ain't mature enough, ain't smart, ain't understanding.

Insecurity kills.

15th. Twenty twelve.

2011-12-31T10:42:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps. I planned to sleep just now but failed. I just wanna blog a short post here.

Alright, I'm officially 15 years old. :) Happy Birthday to me? heh. At the same time, Happy New Year to everyone.
I know I ain't perfect, I might do the same mistakes again but still I'll learn from my wrong and try to turn over a new leaf.
I've been so down lately, like everything annoys me. And I feel so sorry for my boyfriend. My mood was really bad but still he always cheers me up and so on. Sorry if I did anything wrong dear. You understand why would I be like that right. Btw I will try to avoid those mistakes. :(

I know I shouldn't be like a kid, an idiot again since I'm growing up. New year new start. Stop being moody ah ying ying, smile, smile, kay s-m-i-l-e. heh.

And thank those who wished me. Thanks for all the wishes. I thank those who celebrated my birthday as well, my good friends, my boyfriend. Love you guys. :) It's quite touching. <3

I decided to buy 2 pieces of cakes for my parents. :D They brought me to this world. They have been raising me for 14 years. I know it isn't easy to support a family. So yeah.

Lastly, I do hope 2012 would be a really good year, at least better than 2011. #PRAYHARD

29.12 谢谢你 :)

2011-12-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

这篇就用华语来打好了, 比较特别, 因为今天很特别. XD ( 到底是哪一点特别? =v= )
虽然觉得用华语打怪怪的, 突然会想到英文字. -_______-

今天和他去了JJ, 也算是今年和他最后一次出去. :3
早上的时候, 因为睡不好加上有人昨天闹脾气挂我电话 :P , 还是很down.
讲罢了, 结果还不是去? :P

一到, 就去戏院找到. 他买 ' We Bought A Zoo '.

这个电影有点长, 没有到很好看很好看, 可是我蛮喜欢. :D

Rosie 很可爱, 喜欢她. :DDDD

躺在他胸膛, 感觉得到他的心跳 & 呼吸. HAHAHA. 心跳那么快干嘛? :P

知道他很冷, 因为感觉得到他在抖 :3 所以勉强一下, 抱他咯. HAHA I KID OKAY.

然后去greenbox. 很怕他会很闷, 因为我什么歌都只会半桶水.

唱到 superwoman 的时候, 他突然说要去拿水, 拿回来一下子突然一个服务生拿蛋糕进来, 然后screen突然出现生日歌, 傻掉. -___-

全部都是他的杰作, pattern 多多. :P

之后他就叫我许愿, 我许到有点久, 太多了. XD 一睁开眼, 看到他拿着一条项链, 还帮我戴. O.O

感动死我 -_____- 也很惊喜 :)

谁说生日一定要很隆重, 很大的蛋糕, 很多人一起庆祝, 才会开心, 才会幸福? :D

其实他做的, 已经让我很感动, 也给我一个很难忘的生日. :P (虽然还没有到. heh )

你老了, 有皱纹. :P

我知道我的样子很好笑 -____- 因为我还没反应过来嘛. :(

不管怎样, 今天他唱歌还是很好听 :P 唱到一半还会有 Chris Rene 的 pattern.

喜欢和他唱complicated, 虽然我们不 complicated. :P

天还没黑就回了, 早回早好, 免得中骂. :DDD

差点忘记送他那张卡, 还好他提醒. eh, 我的字没有很丑是不是? 里面的内容也很丰富是不是? XD 希望你喜欢啦 <3

谢谢你今天做的每一件事情. 我没有想到我的生日会这么过. :P 很感动是因为第一次男朋友帮我庆祝生日. :3 HEH. 今天以后, 我们就会很少机会见面, 不能再像最近这样出去. :( 你要好好照顾身体, 不要累坏, 每天要生病生病这样, 很怀疑你是不是很sporty的人. :P

不要乱乱 siam girl 我跟你讲. 虽然你的女朋友不美, 可是你也不可以这样! XD 听到吗? :P

还有下次睡不着就打给我啦笨蛋, rolling in the bed 不 sien? :P 还有还有, 睡不着也不是我的错叻, 我也不想的好不好, 不要生气 okay :P

最后, 你不要以牙还牙可以吗? :P 在我的wall post 长一点是会怎样? 爱计较到 -___- 人家叫你 post 长你就 post 长, 算了 :P 好啦, 我知道我很小气. :/

我知道很短, 我知道你等了很久, 可是打华语真的很 cacat. -____-

不管怎样, 我爱你. :P <3 I love you more that I can say. ;)

Let's say bye to 2011.

2011-12-27T07:17:00.001-08:00

ALOHA. Here's an update about my 2011 since it's gonna end after few days. :) I think I will be busy going out or something else on 31st Dec so I'd better blog now. :P

First of all, FRIENDS.

I met some new friends in this year. Guess what? I met some friends who are from Klang. I didn't know how it starts though. :D Too bad, I didn't talk to some of them already, yeah just like strangers. Btw my friends are more than last year because of leo club and st john. :P

Day by day, some friends have showed their true colours. :) You'll know who is your real friend and who is the one will be your side no matter what when you start growing up. You will not care what others judge too, just don't give a damn those backstabbers and betrayers. It doesn't mean you can't make friend with them anymore but never ever trust them again. ( so chim :P )

Next, SCHOOL & STUDIES.

I was so stressful this year because of PMR. I was regretted that I didn't study hard from January. I had planned everything but failed to do it. I didn't really pay attention when teacher's teaching. I know I was lousy. Lol. Hmm sorry for blaming my principal who gave us a lot of exercises, it did work I think? :p

THANK GOD! :)

Everyone was aiming for straight As, except me? :P I know I'm not smart as others so I'm really satisfied with my result. ;)

Alright, I know PMR was nothing after Form 4. So hopefully I won't be like this year in 2012. :P Everything will be tougher to learn.

And I will be going to a new school next year. Anyway I still prefer SSAS. It is the best school in Banting for me, the students' results are not good as other schools though. :P Some classmates will not be same school with me again, I will miss them for sure, they're awesome. They brightened up my secondary school life like seriously. I miss having fun with my classmates :') I miss curi-curi eating in classroom with them when teacher's teaching. I miss eating tangerine with them when chinese new year was around the corner. I miss learning bahasa tamil from indians. I miss when we all said, ' tomorrow we holiday ourselves kay?' 'eh what time already?' ' huh you didn't do your homework? eh me too!' 'diam la ni!' 'skip extra classes today on?' every single thing. :'D You guys rock! Keep in touch kay. ;)

After that, FAMILY.

There's something happening in this year. I hope everything would be better next year. *fingers crossed I don't wanna see anyone to be upset again. No matter what, I still love my parents. :) Thanks for giving me everything, thanks for raising me. I'll be your side always. :D Stay strong!

Last but not least. LOVE.

Hmm where should I start first? :O Actually I didn't trust in love anymore last time because of getting hurt. I'm not gonna talk more about it, just don't want to recall anything. :P But should thank to them, I learnt a lot :) I don't want to get into a short relationship again, it was just like wasting time, isn't it? :/

Guess what? I met a guy few months ago who I never expect we would be together until now. :P He is really a nice guy. He does care about me, love me, make me smile, make me laugh, etc. :P I don't want much but I hope he's mine forever. Alright I know it sounds stupid but I really do mean it. :) I'm always moody and I know he no likey. I'm afraid that he can't stand it someday. I know I'm not perfect, not a good girlfriend but I'm trying to be my best. I will stay happy and try not to be moody so often.

He always cheers me up, supports me whenever I face any problem and unhappy.I was thinking that my life sucks but everything's changed when he comes into my life. #thankgod I wish our love would never ever fade. I love him so much. ;) <3

Going dating with him tomorrow! (Y)

I cried a lot, laughed a lot, smiled a lot in 2011. I'll appreciate and cherish my family, my friends and him. They're really important for me. And my sweet 14 is gonna end soon, am getting older. Aha! Anyway, I hope 2012 will really be much better than 2011. God, do you hear me? ;)

That's all. Enjoy your holidays peeps. :P few days left. Ciao!

Complicated .

2011-12-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

Chill out , what you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are ain't where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out , what you yellin' for?

Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Now i don't listen to Beyonce's listen but this . :P it helps in winning tetris too HAHA.

okay gotta sing this with my babe this thursday :P.

Avril and Chris . Perfect Combination .

Adorable . :)

He moves too much he should just sing Move Like Jaggers.

Wait , i think his voice kinda suit also HAHA.

Okay Babe said she's gonna give me something small this thursday she asked me to remind her, i was really curious but this babi girl didnt want to tell me anything. so bad :( so sad. HAHA but still love her can. sayang her like treasure. :)

Cute <3

Listen .

2011-12-25T05:27:00.000-08:00

Listen by Beyonce , been hearing this all day long as i thought it was a lucky charm for me to win Tetris . :p Btw , promised my girl will sing this to her this thursday. <3 She actually forced me to update this blog . :/ If not she will blackmail by not sleeping and wake up during the middle of the night to rank up . shit her . :P So here i am , first of all i would like to say i'm very freaking sad that Chris Rene got eliminated. :( He finished third , he's already my musical hero. :) but ppl kept comparing this to American Idol season 5. Like how fourth placed Daughtry is now more famous than the winner Taylor Hicks . :) So no worries about Chris's future because he will still get a recording contract for sure ! :) Btw will be going out with babe soon . So excited can. This Thursday . :) Hopefully everything will go smoothly as planned . Can't wait to sing song for her actually since she actually likes to listen more than sing . :p will entertain her for sure . She's the most amazing girlfriend ever .

LOYAL .
HOT.
BEAUTIFUL .
AWESOME .
AMAZING.
SEXY .
CUTE.
ADORABLE .
OBEDIENT .
ARROGANT .
PRETTY .

WHAT ELSE MORE I CAN DESCRIBE WITH ? :P
I miss you a lot like seriously . :( hope to celebrate belated christmas , new year and birthday in advance. :p HAHAH. silly will give you an unforgettable birthday you ever had in your life . :p
And hoping to celebrate any festival with you in the future. :)
I love you ya know ! :)

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Now it's complete because of you <3 .

I followed the voice, you gave to me.

Angel . :)

It's my turn to update.

2011-12-22T04:25:00.001-08:00

ALOHA. This is the third post of today. He updated my blog for twice today and edited those pictures. It was quite touching. He spent his time for doing those things, giving me surprises. He is awesome shit. :P

He changed the lyrics of two songs and sang it for me on 16 Dec, the day before going camp. No doubt, he is pretty talented. I missed my sweet home badly during camp because it's kinda suffering but he kept on comforting me, supporting me. :)

And now, I think those readers who always read my blog can distinguish between the post of written by him and the post of written by me right? :P Don't be confused can, ha and I are sharing this blog anyway. HAHAHA. Hopefully you guys won't stop reading my blog. blah :p

PMR results were released today. Somehow I almost had a heart attack when gonna get the result. My heart was beating quite fast but I never felt panic before today. I'm satisfied with the result. Thank God. I thought I would get less As than that. :O And guess what? I got A in my BC. OMGEE OMGEE. UNEXPECTEDLY. Anyway, thanks for the wishes. :)

Principal told us that we have to change school next year and they've managed it all. My school of next year is BB but I don't feel like going there because of some certain reasons so I'm still considering where to go. I'm turning to Form 4 next year, that's why I need to think twice.

Lastly, I'm gonna tell him something. :) Hmm I swear I love you a lot a lot a lot, I'll never let go. Just so you know, you're worth it. I want to stay with you forever if we can. You make everything better. Thank you my boyfriend, thanks for everything you did. I know next year we can't be used to talk like this year but I will be strong. You won't forget me right? :P You won't leave me right? :P ILOVEYOU. ;) <3

This is for you .

2011-12-21T23:58:00.000-08:00

Sorry i did not reply just now because i was editing this.

I love you so much . Be mine . <3

My Girl , Ying Ying .

2011-12-21T23:32:00.000-08:00

To officially announce, my girl. <3 The hottest girl on earth and the most beautiful one across the universe for me except my mum. :P

To be honest she really looks good in this photo .

awww. :)

Angel . :)

So beautiful . :)

Adorableeeeee :)

Phewwwit. :p

My supergirl . <3

HAHA. :)

really , pretty. :)

Dimples. :P

Cantik giler . :)

<33

Babe , Congratulation for your 7As 1B Result. Good enough.

I<3YOU. A lot. hahaha.

Cant wait to go out with you soon. I love you .

60 Days , hopefully Chris Rene wins tonight too.

I love you Ying Ying . My girl. <3

Chris Rene For The Win !

2011-12-21T07:38:00.000-08:00

So the X Factor is coming to an end tonight . After tomorrow's elimination , No more Chris Rene and his awesome-ness. :( Will miss him and Rachel Crow for sure . So here's the top 3 to fight for 5 million tonight !

Chris , Melanie and Josh .

Chris Rene For The Win !

Here's a timeline of his life which x factor turned his life around .

From a garbage collector to one inspirational person with music talent. <3

His first audition . Hey young homie what you're tripping on .

Nicole : " Honey I'm tripping on you . "

Top 17 , Love Don't Live Here Anymore .

Simon : " One of the best recording in this competition. "

Top 12 . Superstar .

Nicole : " You sounded beautiful , that was amazing. "

Top 11 . Pasttime Paradise .

Simon Cowell : " Welcome back Chris Rene . "

Top 10 . No Women No Cry .

L.A : " i was worried whether you could stay on key , but man you did stay on key ! "

Top 9 . Let It Be and Young Homie .

Simon : " I really hope America vote for you and keep you in this competition . "

Top 7 . I'll Be There .

Paula : " I could not wait until you have an album , so i can buy it . "

Top 5 . Where Do We Go From Here .

*Bestperformanceever*

Simon : " That was a stroked-genius. "

Nicole : " I want you to take this moment , that was amazing . "

Top 4 . No One .

Paula : " With that performance , it actually put you through the final already ,my dear. i truly believe. "

Simon : " Your dad will be incredibly proud of you . "

Man , I really hope he wins . America please vote for him . :)

It would be my best Christmas present this year.

AFTER THE FINAL , Babe , i love you just like how i love Chris HAHA.

Not being gay but He's truly inspiring just like you . :)

You both are just amazing and play an important role in my life . :)

I love you Shirleen Wong Ying Ying <3

She's an angel , Just to remind all of you . <3

stroked genius . :P

2011-12-16T06:35:00.000-08:00

I remember when i saw you on twitter ,
I dont know who you are but your photo attracted my attention .
I added you on facebook , and follow you on twitter but never thought you're the one i'm finding .
Maybe i fall for you , maybe just a crush.
i never thought of , you mean so much to me .
maybe we're far apart , but our love will never fade .
and you're all i want and what i'm thinking of .
Now i'm thinking , you , are the one for me .

She is leaving me tomorrow ,
And i know i will miss her even more .
but i did promise her , will never , flirt with other girls .
she should've trusted me as i am her boyfriend .
i feel her heart , so close to mine .
if you can , then protect it .
Where do we go from here ?
Where do we stay from here ?
When can i kiss your lips ?
Who can predict the future ?
Where we will be in ten years ?
But I will just appreciate because ..
God only knows .

Babe , I <3 you .

Tortured.

2011-12-16T01:10:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps. I know my blog is lack of updates, sorry for not updating. It's been kinda long time I didn't blog I think because last two posts were blogged by him. :P

Hmmm, I'll be disappearing tomorrow. I'm gonna be tortured for 5 days. The camp seems like so scary. GAHHHH. You, you and you, must miss me kay and of course I will miss you guys ;)

I think I can't use my phone there, how sad. I will miss his voice and his everything. And I haven't even pack my bag. I don't feel like going there. Will I still alive after 5 days? STAY TUNED. :P hahaha

PMR result will be released on next Thursday, which means the next day after coming back from camp. I don't know how many A's will I get, just let it be :) Wish me good luck. :D

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way :D I'm not celebrating christmas though. It's not a special day for me like every year. :P But still, I don't know why do I feel like exchanging presents with my friends and make it to be a special christmas. Blah:P

I know this is a very short post because I've got nothing else to blog. :p

Lastly, I have something to tell him. WEEEE :P

Hoi you, you should know I'm talking to you right now and I know you're reading this. You're gonna live without me for 5 days, you must miss me, text me everyday even I can't reply, MUST NOT find other girls, must always see our pictures or my pictures, must wait for me, MUST NOT forget me.

I'm pretty sure that you will miss my adorable voice but still you need to be patient if I could not use phone those days. Do I exaggerate? Yes, obviously I do because it's only five days but I talk like there's no tomorrow. CHOIIIIIII. :P I'm sorry if I couldn't be at your side when you're down. You can shout my name loudly in heart and my heart will cheer you up. :p kay I miss you I love you, my beloved <3

再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳.

2011-12-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

9th December 2012 .

This morning i was really sleepy . I don't know why whenever i was going to meet him i always felt sleepy. :P But it doesnt mean i get bored of him okay . I'm always desperate to meet my dear . <3 So , Sin Ni's mama fetched us go Aeon . :) Reached there then we went Kim Gary , had a toasted bread with peanut butter and condensed milk for my breakfast . Waiting for my dear to call me up and ask where i am . :) Soon , he and his friends came to Kim Gary. They sat in front of us . :P He wore the shirt i bought for him. So happpppppy ! Thought he would not like it . hahaha by the way still happy to see him though , he looks awesome just the way he is . <3 Then we went to greenbox , it was quite boring actually . My dear still sang well anyway , and made it more fun by changing the lyrics to chinese or english . Btw , his friend said i very pretty . *likeaboss. He damn naughty , kept slapping my lap hardly and so i slapped him back like one crazy girl randomly . He did not feel pain at all, maybe next time he can be my sandbag already. :P HAHAA. Then we went to buy movie ticket ! This is the climax . Actually i thought we will watch either Arthur Christmas or New Year's Eve . Then my dear told me he bought You Are The Apple Of My Eyes . I don't believe at first until i saw the ticket . It's 8 pm by the way ... I cant even go home that late ! HOW . Then suddenly his friends noticed the time was 4 pm which is now . We're so surprised that we didnt thought that the counter gave the wrong ticket ! So we quickly rushed into the cinema . He was holding my hand all the time , he would never let go even we had to run , i felt so safe whenever i'm with him . :) Didnt know that he will buy the ticket successfully , he so smart he told them he's 19 with confidence. LOLOLOL. My dear boyfriend is such a smart guy. :) SO I FINALLY CAN WATCH THIS MOVIE IN CINEMA ! ALTHOUGH WE MISSED OUT THE FIRST 20 MINUTES. :(

This movie is still awesome no matter how many times i watch it !

Dear kept asking me if i'm cold or not . Felt so warm when he hugged me tightly .

Love putting my leg over his lap , :) it's been a habit . And hugging his waist makes me feel really comfortable.

Then we went to Bbq Plaza , Dear didnt seem quite right .

He looked so uncomfortable. :/

But i didnt ask , all though he was just moody so i did not do anything .

Until we went home , he told me he was not feeling well .

He vomited. :/ i felt so regret for not understanding him .

He said he was really cold but didnt know how to tell me .. Hmm

Dear i promise no more next time okay ? ;)

再一次相遇...我會緊緊抱著妳... <3

You Are The Apple Of My Eyes. 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 .

2011-12-05T22:16:00.000-08:00

One word , AMAZING . <3

Last few days , i watched this movie through youtube . My boyfriend found it. :) Actually i wanted to watch in cinema but too bad , no choice already . :( And the desperation in my heart kept asking me to watch .. so , i watched it although the quality sibeh cha. Hahaha.

The movie was really awesome , feel like watching again but then need to wait for it to load so i give up. Will never forget this movie , it brings back all the memories . So true . But i already had one awesome boyfriend. I dont need another Ke Zhen Dong . :P Btw , Ke Zhen Dong and Shen Jia Yi , Y U TWO NO TOGETHER ?!

But the movie is so honest and truthful. Just because it's ordinary enough , that's why everyone loves it. I aint surprised if this movie earned a lot of money . :)

Ke Zhen Dong is really hot and yummy too. :P quite thin anyway.

My boy boy also like so kee siao about this movie , i told you you will like this right ?!

Hahaha he kept mentioning about their quote . Crazy boy :P

So here they are ...

His favourite quote . :)

So True . :)

Dear . <3

當你真正很喜歡一個人的時候、

原本認為自己絕對不會想去祝福她、
但當她站在他面前時、
才知道原來自己是打從心底希望她是幸福的。

常常聽人家說啊、戀愛最美好的時候就是曖昧的時候。

青春是一场大雨, 即使感冒了, 也盼望再淋一次.

Dear I Love You So So Much . <3

Hello December.

2011-12-02T07:24:00.001-08:00

December, please be good and give the best fullstop of my 2011.

Hello readers. I know this post is supposed to be written yesterday since it's 1st of December but there's no any idea even I did feel like blogging.

Time flies. It's December now, which means a month later, we'll be busy for studies and going back to school, again. The happy thing is we can meet our lovely friends and play with them. ;) I still don't know which stream to go like seriously man. I think I should think about this from now on.

I'm going a camp before Christmas. I wonder how is it because I've never joined the camp before. I don't want to act, I prefer singing and dancing. Drama isn't a good option for the performance, all of us are not good at acting. We'll be butchering it. I didn't know why some people gave this idea and never think twice. *sighs No offence. :P

I'm waiting for my PMR results. Hopefully I'd achieve. I know right, I'm unlikely to get full A's but the more the better. :D I wish it would be the best present for my birthday. *fingers crossed

And don't you feel that my latest post which was about the X Factor thingy was kinda different with my other posts? :P My boyfriend helped me to update my blog today. He asked me to blog about X Factor but I got no idea. He couldn't stand it anymore so he blogged it himself and acted me like the post was typed by me. OMG, how cute is he. :b But nevermind since he knows me well and those words were true also. And guess what? He kept praising that he blogged really well. Tsk tsk. Next time he will be blogging here when he wanted to and of course I'm still here. So stay tuned peeps ;)

Okay. That's all. Goodnight. :)

My boyfriend got the X factor.

2011-12-02T01:00:00.000-08:00

the boring host and the awesome judges. :)

Hello readers , i guess my blog is kind of bored right , i kept posting about my boyfriend nowadays. I'm sorry if you dislike it but i really do love him. :)

So i've been watching X factor nowadays because of him. :P That stupid boy influenced me to watch, and yes he is crazy over Chris Rene . I like Drew at first but now i think i'm more into Rachel Crow. She is so cute and chubby , i love the way she laughed like seriously. AMAZING 12 years old standing on stage facing thousands of people. That was incredible because most of the 12 years old kid still studying and continue with their life while she stepped out and stunted everyone with her voice.

And now the competition only left 5 contestants, OMG Drew got eliminated. :( She actually deserved to stay in this competition.

Here's the top 5 ! :)

Rachel Crow ! my favourite <3

Chris Rene ! my dear loves him a lot :( *jealous

Melanie Amaro . a little cocky but she sang really well. :(

Josh Krajcik . a humble guy and he sang well too.

Marcus Canty . the most hardworking one among all. :(

kept smiling even he almost got eliminated.

the top 5 !

of course we hope both of them will go through the final. :(

*fingers crossed

I'm addicted to X factor and i can see that it's bringing our relationship closer by talking about it. I really do love talking to you . You're just amazing, my dear. Thanks for being here for me and brought me up to watch X factor and knowing who is Rachel Crow and Chris Rene. You might not sing better than them . *erhemm erhemm but for me , you got the X factor, better than anyone else in this competition. For me, you're all enough. Cant wait to sing with you again. :( I miss your voice . Don't ever leave me okay ? <3

Anyway , goodbye to Drew and Astro . I kinda like Drew while dear likes watching Astro too. :/
Thought Marcus would've gone home.

Astro . He's very entertaining indeed.

Drew . Her voice is awesome. wish i had voice like her.

Dear , notice what i said . You , you got the X factor . :P

I'm always yours so don't worry okay ? i won't leave you. <3

Once again , my boyfriend got the X factor. <3

28.11 ;)

2011-11-29T20:18:00.001-08:00

Hello readers. I went to AEON on Monday, again. blah:P aeon is boring and I know it.
It's raining on the way, my friend and I were so freaking cold. We kept playing around. We like to chit chat. ;)

We met him and his friends after reaching aeon. We wanted to watch You Are The Apple Of My Eye but we couldn't :( The movie is only for the people above 18. *sighs. I was waiting for this movie so desperately like seriously.

Then we went to sing k. These 3 boys were so funny, I didn't know Y SO FUNNEYY. :P He was hugging me and holding my hands when singing. He knows singing 倒带, kinda shocked. :O
He praised me that I sang nice for the very first time. blah:P And he sang well also. [ he forces me to say that! HAHA jkjk ] Sinni sang few songs only. Y SO SHY!? :( btw I promised her that I will spend my last day of 14 years old for her and we will sing crazily ;)

After that, we ate at I Love Yoo. There's a guy kinda pitiful, getting bomb by others non stop. HAHA. 5 of us chatted happily ;) We watched Happy Feet 2 after eating.

Not very nice I think but Erik was so adorable :D

I was freaking in the cinema, like living in the South Pole. Thank God he hugged me tightly. He knew I was cold so he kept hugging me. weee ;) And I left my legs on his lap again. :P

Then we went to Brands Outlet. He lifted me up in the fitting room. He's strong! (Y). HAHA. Finally he saw that shirt which I bought for him. Aww he said nice ;) wanna see him wearing it next time. blah:P

act cute pula. tsk tsk. :p

He kept teasing me while waiting our friends, how bad right. :\ but I kept hitting his tummy too, pity him. HAHAHA. hoi sakit tak? :p He and his friends went back at 7 something. :( We had a lot of fun anyway ;) lovehimmm. <3

Then I had my dinner with Sinni and her sisters before going back. It's kinda late. :p She's crazy all the way. :3 NON STOP YA KNOW. haha. She knows me well and I love her too. :)

I love him ;) He brings happiness for me. I love the time when we are together. I don't mind if he keeps sticking me everyday because he's my loved one. Girls think a lot and get sense of insecurity easily sometimes but I know he likes having freedom so I won't force him :) ni kai xin jiu hao. The most important thing is he'd be happy every single day. <3

Need to change.

2011-11-25T07:14:00.001-08:00

Hello peeps. I know my blog is dying, dying. I always don't know what to blog about since I have nothing to do nowadays.

Hmm, I went to aeon yesterday. There was crowded with people at ground floor. I bought a cloth for him. :P Hopefully he likey. ;) Bought him a cloth for the first time, I'm kinda scared. :P And too bad, I had not even seen a thing which is I like. ;\

And I'm busy for tuition classes lately. It's definitely boring ya know but no choice, I can't find any excuse to skip it. I'm a good student (Y). Kay, I'm just kidding. :P I'll be stressed if being a good student. Not fashion Not fashion.

I miss my hair :'((((((((

Furthermore, I''ve never thought capricorn easily to get jealous too. Capricorn is always moody for no reason. Grr, I need to change. I promised him to be happy every single day. I will pretend like nothing happens if I'm unhappy. :P Don't wanna make him to be worried. blah :P

Lastly, I'm looking for job. I thought I found but I think I was wrong. LOL. I need a job so badly. I don't know if there's a friend accompanying me :( Btw maybe I ain't gonna find job with any friend. #foreveralone

Okay. Just a short post here. Ciao! ;)

19.11.2011.

2011-11-20T02:17:00.001-08:00

ALOHA peeps. Hmm, my brain keeps being stuck lately, I always have no idea what to post. He gave me a lot of isi but still I don't know how to combine. :P

Yesterday, I went to MBO with 2 friends and him. I went there with a friend by bus for the first time. I was so scared that we'd get lost but thank God we didn't. (Y) We reached there successfully. It was kinda dangerous tho. Most of the passengers in the bus looked like pervert. haha.

Then he and his friend met us. Finally he gave me the card. The card's cover made me stunned. Like seriously. :P I was so touched when I read the words he wrote inside the card. THE CARD IS FULL OF LOVES. I FEEL IT ;) His handwriting is awful and I know it. Just kidding. AHA! Thanks to him <3 This was the best and sweetest card I ever received.

After that, we went to buy tickets. We watched 'Puss In Boots'.

The cats was so cute and I felt like beating up the humpty dumpty for no reason. :P

He let me putting my legs on his lap. Hmm, it's kinda comfortable. HAHA. But I hope his lap won't be sore. :\

We had our lunch after watching movie. He kept teasing me, kiampa. :P We went to sing k. His voice was nice when singing all the songs. ME NO LYING. :P did enjoy it. ;)

Then we watched movie again. HAHA. We watched 'The Adventures of Tintin'.

This movie was kinda funny but I was not really watching it. blah:P He and I hugged each other when watching. I was sleepy as I didn't sleep well on Friday so I lied on his chest. :P 委屈你了. hahaha.

He could really lift me up. *thumbs up. He is thin tho. :b And he could carry me on his back too. Am I thin or is he strong? :D alright, he is strong. He showed his muscles to me. So yeah. HAHA.

Then we walked to the bus stop. The bus stop seemed far from us but I didn't feel it's really far. I think maybe it's because he protected me all the time. :) when holding my hand, when crossing road, when walking, when waiting the bus. We and another 2 friends took bus together but he and his friend got off halfway. :)

My friend and I was so afraid when going the destination. It was the last stop I think. The bus left us and a few of black men. He was the first person who came to my mind that time. -_- Luckily we're alright. :)

I went to my friend's relative's house. It isn't awkward as I thought. blah:P We chatted a lot, played a lot. :) thanks for being there whenever I need you my lovely friend :) CAPRICORN ROCKS! :D

Had fun yesterday. Nice one. :) I miss him badly. Like seriously :( Hopefully we can hang out asap. Blah:P I love him very very very much.<3

Kay, that's all. Ciao! :)

They're awesome.

2011-11-18T00:01:00.001-08:00

Hello peeps. :)
There's something awesome I wanna share with you guys. I FALL FOR THEM. Like seriously. *winks

Here it is, one of their songs. What Makes You Beautiful by One Direction.

And at last, Zayn Malik is hot right!? Aww I like him to the max. <3
He is one of the members in One Direction.

Alright, stop being crazy. HAHA :b

Ciao! :)

about him, again :)

2011-11-14T08:56:00.001-08:00

Hello readers. Here is the post which is about him again. Sorry if you've got bored. I promised him to blog something about him. So yeah. :P Btw it's been a long time I didn't have new picture and finally I got a picture which is sastified.

Okay, here you go.

I don't know what to blog. Like seriously. Everything was written last time. HAHA.

Hmm, I still remember the second or third time we chatted, he said that my picture looks like those lalas but my english changed his impression and I play twitter. :) That time we were chatting until the middle of night and he was damn perasan omg. HAHA. And we've never thought we'd be together. Should I thank to someone who brings a devil for me? blah:P

Today he was unhappy all day. I was trying so hard just to cheer him up. And guess what? I did it. HAHAHA. I'm really weak at comforting people. :( He thought I wouldn't text him just now, so dumb. :P I didn't get angry when he blamed me because if I were him, I would think the same thing too, I wouldn't blame him but I will be despair. :b

We decide to hang out this week and I hope we could make it. :) Heyya, can't blame us, you should know that we can't hang out so often after this holidays, which means 2012. :\ And we live far. So yeah. :) I don't feel like going back during the every outing, want him to keep cuddling me, want to eat dinner with him, want him to be by my side and everything. ;)

You promised me to tweet something huh, don't forget. :P

Dear, iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuusomuch. I won't leave you. Don't worry kay :) <3

one picture enough. LOWPROFILE. xD

End here. Ciao! :)

something about love.

2011-11-13T20:59:00.001-08:00

Hello, I'm here again. To be honest, I don't want what to blog but I just want to blog. HAHA. I got inspiration last night but I fell asleep. -___-

He and I are not chatting like we used to chat before, our chatting is getting less day by day, only few messages each day, the time we talk on phone is getting shorter too. Perhaps I'm too sensitive. :\ I shouldn't think so much if we became like that. I can't be like forcing him to keep on chatting with me isn't it? :O

Yesterday we talked almost an hour. It made me feel much better. And the best thing was he called me in the morning when I was still sleeping, I likey. :) and he promised he won't fall asleep but failed. BABI NI. :P

I like when he is jealous. :P That means he stalked my facebook, my twitter and cared about me. blah:P

UHH what to think so much la ying ying. He is yours, don't worry too much. URGH. *slaps my face

*skips to another topic

omg, why do I know more about klang than banting? :O I just realized that when I was chatting with my cousie.
"eh, you know that xxx?" "yeah I know, why?" "she looks hot eh" "ya lo ya lo, freaking hot!"
"that xxx also hot" "ohh I know her" "that xxx chased her before one" "huh really? no wonder lah!"

and a lot. HAHAHAHA. We talked less about boys because we don't really know them much.:P

Okay, that's all. Ciao!

颓废.

2011-11-12T10:50:00.001-08:00

我是不是该在假期里找些事情来做? 觉得自己在PMR过后变得越来越颓废. 每天上网上到两三点舍不得off, 明明就没跟几个人聊, 这里看看那里听听, 搞到 pimple 都这里出来那里出来.

还有因为星期二没有去补习所以我从这个星期三研究数学的第一第二课, 以为自己很pro看note就懂, 结果看来看去还是不懂, 这次不死才怪. -_-

我还要学用左手打球, 可是我还没有开始. 我的天, 我不可以那么懒. :\ 这个假期我死都要把羽毛球学到好像很pro这样, 以后出去跟人家打才可以 LIKEABOSS! :)

我要去看 <那些年, 我们一起追的女孩> ! 看到朋友一个一个看了讲好看我真的是有点 behtahan. xD 虽然我知道要钱要时间要等我pimple消先, 可是我真的很迫不及待很想下个星期就去 :(

明天起我要早睡了, 真的真的真的. :) 需要一个人来唸我去睡觉 [他应该知道我在讲他] , 我一定会听的! :D 我真的不介意你那样唸我啦. :) 不过不要太早, 你一睡, 我就睡, 就这样. blah:P

好了, 就这样, 是时候去睡觉了. 晚安. :)

hopefully we won't be estranged :( iloveyou <3 :)

Memorable Day :)

2011-11-10T01:24:00.000-08:00

Aloha. A new post here again ;) I wanted to type with chinese but I was stuck all of a sudden so I switch to English. :D

As usual, I was very sleepy when going to JJ on Wednesday. There's a man sitting opposite to us looked like a pervert kept seeing us and smiling in bus. -.-

We went to Kim Gary after reaching. Then met him around greenbox. We four people sang k and dumped 2 people to watch movie. AHAHAHAH..

He sang nice like really, I was deeply touched when he's singing. :) We sang in duet but only few songs. It's too bad there's no 'Just A Kiss' :( And I wanna say sorry to the other 2 friends if we did ignore you two. :D

Then we watched 'In Time' . :)

This movie was cool. :O I wonder if the world will become like that. Money? Or life? blah:P He hugged me whenever I felt cold. I know he was cold though. :3 haha

We went to 88 after movie. ;) He was holding my hand when crossing the road. <3 We had fun there. We all were not awkward like last time. You laugh I laugh, that's great. :) And we kept on teasing each other too. He was so bad, teased me, suan siao me, like wanna cari pasal with me :( so I kept beating his lap, pity him. :P He deserved to be punished. HOHO. Anyway I know he's still very sayang me one. :)

I was eating my dinner blissfully. You know what? He helped me to take this take that, took care me very well. :) He knew I was still sick so he took herbal tea for me. :)

This was the best dinner I ever had. <3 got next time right? :P

He and his friends accompanied my friends and me to go to the bus stop. I'll never feel insecure when I'm with him. I know he will protect me. No doubt, he is a good boyfriend. :P He hugged me when I was gonna leave. I almost cried that time, didn't feel like leaving. :( but I know I had to go. We still have next outing don't we? :)

I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo exhausted but happy. :P

Yesterday, he abandoned me, like forgetting me. -_- I finally realized how important am I. He apologized. So, I'm alright now, life goes on. hee.

Lastly, Happy 11.11.11, iloveyoudear, let us stay together until the next 11.11.11. :) <3

You are the apple of my eye.

Ciao peeps! :)

Because of you.

2011-11-07T19:38:00.000-08:00

Hello readers. I don't know what title to put like seriously. Uhh random. :P

I'm feeling sick right now, couldn't sleep well for the whole night. GAHH, hopefully it will recover by tomorrow. :( I easily to get sick lately, somehow. It ruins my mood. :\
I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm kinda excited. I'll be going out with a few of friends and him. :) So I'm gonna rest more now. Bye. :D

I wish I could get a key to unlock your heart whenever you feel unhappy.. iloveyou. :) ♥

BE HAPPY.

2011-11-05T04:39:00.000-07:00

Slapped my face for few times today, I don't know why nowadays I seem an old lady, keep thinking a lot. Think before sleeping, think after waking up early in the morning.

So now, I need to remind myself always, be happy be happy be happy. Sometimes moody ruins everything like seriously. Being sad, being afraid, being depressed but I'm happy when I'm with my friends.

I THINK I SHOULD GO TO TANJUNG RAMBUTAN. *coughs

Feel like talking to him & meeting him. :/ Can't wait.

Those moments.

2011-11-03T09:46:00.000-07:00

Those happy moments..

No quarrel.

No sadness.

No worries.

Yes, I miss it.

It's all about him.

2011-11-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

Aloha. I promised him that I'll definitely write a post which is all about him and I know he's been waiting for.. so long? :P Alright, I'll keep my words and write now. (my opening is always full of nonsense, you gotta get used to it. blah :b)

Everyone is imperfect and of course he is too but I like him, I love him. He is an awesome boyfriend, yeah quite. He always makes me laugh like a retarded girl, he likes to talk joke to me, bullies me, amuses me.

Outwardly, he is very perasan but he has lack of confidence at heart sometimes. I feel it. He likes to think a lot. He is kinda sentimental too. blah:P He is always the first person who comes to my mind when I feel depressed, insecure and happy. He is understanding, caring and SMART. hahaha. He ignores me when he's with his friends sometimes, but then I tell myself, his friends are important to him too, what's the point of tying him so tight? :)

I am jealous when I saw him chatting with his girl--friends and I know he has a bunch of girl--friends but still I trust him. Nevertheless, he easily to get jealous when he saw me chatting with other boys :P I will notice whenever I chat with boys because I know there's always someone will be jealous. :D

He thinks that he is not important for me at all. YES, memang. CAI GUAI. :b He is my boyfriend and he is absolutely important for me. :) He lives in Klang, I live in Banting, but so what? We're still loving each other tho.We'll treasure every time we meet.

From Facebook.

Long Distant Relationships. People say

-You’ve never even met them.
-They could be cheating on you right now.
-How can you love someone that you only see on tokbox or tinychat.
-You’re not really sleeping with them, you’re sleeping on the phone with them.
-“You’ll find someone better in your distance.”

Well I think it’s cute if people can maintain a distant relationship without giving up cause people say, “they’re cheating on you.” Thats how you know it’s a real relationship, especially cause theres so much trust. To be honest, you don’t even have to see someone to love someone. If someone can make you laugh and feel butterflies through a camera, then it’s real love because that means that even through camera, phone, or i.ms, they could still love each other through all of that.

Hey, he is mine. :) ♥

Sick and Smile.

2011-10-30T05:25:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps. I'm coming here, updating my blog and you're reading my boring post again. [ uhh, what a stupid opening. :P ]
I'm having fever and headache right now, the worst feeling I ever had. I went to badminton court and played badminton with my friends today. All of a sudden, I felt sick and weak, couldn't continue to play. Then, my friend touched my forehead, she's like omg so hot! :\ So I went back home earlier. Btw, I think I need to practise and play badminton with left hand. :\

Reached home, took a bath, ate a pill, went to bed. I thought my fever is getting better but it suddenly becomes more serious. :\ Nevertheless, chat with him makes me feel better like really. :P Then, he called me and told me that <那些年，我們一起追的女孩> is not banned, it will be showing later and he promises he will accompany to watch this movie. How great :D Anyway this movie is not allowed for people who under 18 but I think our faces look mature enough right. HAHA :b

Time flies. 1 more week left. WEEEEEEE <3

Uhh that's all I could type. Sorreh. :8
lovehim. :D

Loves.

2011-10-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

Something happens unexpectedly and makes me speechless. It isn't a bad thing also, waiting for it goes on :) It take quite a long time tho? I guess so. :b

You happy, I happy, everybody happy! :D

'Unpredictable' becomes my pet phrase because there's too many things happening all of a sudden. HAHA.

My mould starts growing up dey. I didn't go anywhere this week, just went to yamcha with my friends. I'm kinda bored during the holidays. Sleep, sleep, sleep, am becoming a sleeping queen. :b

Guess what? I start missing my school life. Hmm, I mean the moment when there's no teacher in my class. :D It was freaking noisy, no one could stand for it I think. lalala :b We're just like brothers & sisters, playing around, chatting around, joking around, laughing around, joyful one. :)

I just talked on phone with one of my lovely classmates. We talk a lot like non stop one, always. We can stick together all day, keep talking talking. If I'm a boy, I sure fall for her and tackle her. I miss her. She's the best taurus friend I ever had. :)

Lastly, I love my boyfriend. :b I miss him badly all of a sudden. He bullies me everyday tho. tsk tsk. Anyway he will receive different types of punishment after bullying. HAHAHA. We're like magnets, one north one south, that's why we attract together. LOL. :b And now I watch football sometimes when my dad's watching, because of him. *coughs. Btw goodluck for his exam, 1 more week. :D ♥

That's all. Ciao! ;)

那些年, 我們一起追的女孩.

2011-10-26T21:05:00.000-07:00

今天花了几个小时看完这本小说, 为什么会这么心血来潮全是因为要证明它是不是三级片. LOL

看到最后结果男女主角没在一起还真的会很气, 他们的爱情就这么擦肩而过. 啊 :\
好久没看小说了, 一看起来连我自己都怕啊 :D 九把刀的作品很不错 :) 不过有些 ~~under 18~~ 的我就不知道啦, 因为我的思想都是比较纯洁的. xD *狂笑

言归正传, 我看了这本小说, 再看 < 那些年 > 的MV, 真的还挺有感觉的, 很期待电影版的 :)
拜托不要 banned 掉, 我会哭给你看. 我是指, MENTALLY. :D

你, 明明答应陪我看了, 你敢耍赖你试看看 :D 拜托一定要上映 *finger crossed*

现在吃什么都没胃口, 每天肚子痛, 痛到我都会怕叻, 说要看医生结果我还是没去. -___-

想念我之前那个电话, 拍照真的很好拍, 不像现在的, 搞到我越来越没有mood拍了. :b
偏偏它就是不争气, 每天生病, 让我被逼要找新欢, 也造成我那么念旧, 比较爱以前的照片.

I bet someone is gonna call me chao lala again. *coughs. xD

HOLIDAYSS.

2011-10-23T10:20:00.000-07:00

I'm freaking exhausted now and forced to write a post here. *coughs :P

My holidays were kinda good, 3 times aeon once sunway, ended up being poor now, should stop first. TO BE CONTINUED. :D

Went to watch Love You You with V.vien, Jassica, Wit Nie. This was the first time I watched a movie with them. :D

The scenery is quite nice right? :) Love P.Redang to the max like seriously :D And I still remember I hampir lemas there 2 years ago. LOL

No doubt, Angelababy is hawt dey. And 彭于晏 is kinda handsome too :)

This movie was touching, for me :P Worth to watch. At first I wasn't so interesting of this movie before watching. Guess what? I was wrong, this movie was kinda nice. :)

And the first person who came to my mind when I was watching were him. :P

After watching, we jalan-jalan. They're so cute and funny dey. :) And then my lovely mum called me, I thought I had to return home but in fact she wanted me to accompany her for shopping. :O

Okay, skip to the next day. I mean, today. :P

Today, I went to aeon again. Omgee right? LOL.

First of all, I was very very very sleepy man. :O I almost fall asleep. *coughs But I know I couldn't sleep anyway. HAHA.

Having breakfast/lunch with 2 lovely friends. I lost appetite to eat, I didn't know why. Felt like there's some problem of my stomach I guessed. Hmmm.

Then, we went to Brands Outlet and he came to find me. :P My friends left he and I, I was like kinda shocked because they're gone all of a sudden. :/

Nevermind, we enjoyed ourselves and waited for our movies, REAL STEEL. lalalala :P

Those friends kept curi-curi looking at he and I when we're watching movie. Uhhh so bad right. Okay, I know we're sweet but why didn't you all concentrate on movie? HAHAHAHA

He and his friends went back earlier, my friends and I returned home after having dinner :) Btw today was an awesome day anyway, no matter it was when walking my friends or with him . :D

And I had a great time with him. :) I like when we're being together, walking together, holding hand etc. :D I wish to stop the time when I was with him. Glad to see his phone's wallpaper as well. xD :P Looking for the next outing. :P

I love him so much. ♥

Alright. That's all. I'm tired and need to go to bed now like seriously. Ciao! :)

The worst feeling.

2011-10-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

Eye bags. Pimples. They never gone since I prepared for pmr. :/

I don't know what's going on now, feel lost. gahh. And, I did even deactivate my facebook account, it will be activated few days later maybe. I deactivated it for no reason. :P
The sky likes to cry lately, and I didn't know why I follow it over a few times and burst into tears. I then feel stupid.
The tears dropped down uncontrolled after receiving the call. It was like got hurt deeply. Didn't know why did I sob? Sigh.
I do understand anyway, honestly. Think twice.

Being emo isn't what I want like really. Who likes being depressed, unhappy? No right. So, I'll try to be happy every single day, and there's only laughter can be heard from now on. :D HOPEFULLY.

Life goes on.

True colours.

2011-10-19T07:48:00.000-07:00

Hello readers. I'm distress. I got no idea what's up with me. I look so down lately. Maybe it is because I get sick? Uhhh damn.
Right now I'm blogging and venting. So yeah.

There are a few of people are so annoying disturbing me while I wasn't in a good mood. They did really piss me off dey. LIKE SERIOUSLY.

And something happened yesterday. It was when I needed a urgent reply, JUST A MESSAGE, she could text and flirt with others and ignore me. Aww she did a good job ain't she? I had been waiting there for few hours like an idiot ya know and I received nothing afterwards.

To be honest, I'm not a hotheaded person, it always ruins people's mood isn't it? So I don't be like that. But it doesn't mean I will never lose my temper, I'll be angry at someone on someday too, everyone has a limit.

Okay. That's all for venting. Just let it be anyway.

Random.

2011-10-15T06:23:00.000-07:00

唯一永远不改变, 是不停的改变.
Am so obsessed with this song :) that's sweet. Leehom rocks. He's talented isn't he? :D

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well.
this song is kinda long time but it's still nice. :)
He introduced this to me and sang to me :P

-

dang dang dang dang, oi don't criticize my handwriting I tell you. xD
I wrote this with full of loves ya know :P

有你真好 :P
或许你不是最好的, 或许你不完美, 但对我来说, 你已经是够好了 :)
醒来的时候, 总希望看到你的信息 ; 睡觉之前, 总希望能听见你的声音.
ikr, 或许有一天, 我们的感情会变质, 或许有一天我们会分开, 但我会珍惜我们的所有 :P
As long as we still love each other :)

我知道你又要说很短了 XD sedikit-sedikit lama-lama jadi bukit. lalalala :P

An Awesome Day.

2011-10-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps! :)

I had an awesome time with my friends yesterday and my holiday mode is officially switched ON? :D
It was too bad 2 friends were gone earlier and left s.y. and I after watching Dream House & Johnny English Reborn.
Dream House was kinda boring but still nice, not very horror as I expected. Thank God I didn't fall asleep. hah :P
J.E.Reborn was damn funny like really! :D Everybody was non stop laughing. I like the ending anyways. HAHAHA. I thought I wouldn't watch this movie but guess what, it's still showing! (Y)

We wanted to go back around 6 but then we decided to sing k. That's great! :) I was so excited when singing 'wish you were here' idk why. O:

I didn't even take a photo, am too lazy and my eyes bags are still with me. So yeah. :(

-

He is so desperate me to write about him. And the worse part is he seldom post anything about me. I mean twitter or facebook. :P
He's caring, he's cute, he's funny, he's hawt, he likes to bomb me, he sings nice, he's perasan and alot. HAHAHAHA :p
He likes thinking too much, this always makes me down like really :( bendan.
I love to chat with him, I talk less sometimes but I like listening when he's talking. And he always makes me to laugh as well, don't feel like ending our conversation everytime. :D
He's the first guy who I can talk much sweet to.
Hey, I love you and I don't wanna lose you too. :) And trust me kay. I won't break my promises. ♥

Bye Bye PMR :D

2011-10-10T06:51:00.000-07:00

Ello readers, I'm back :)

To be honest, today is not the last day of PMR but tomorrow. [ but I already said byebye :P ]
Who cares? After KH paper today, everyone was freaking happy, we didn't even bother what did the guru pengawas say at last. :D
Most of the hardcores were over, B.Cina is the remaining paper tomorrow, need to study about it tho :)
Nevertheless, I can stop being a nerd! (Y) Wait, I mean, TEMPORARILY. -.-

A guru pengawas accompanies you go to toilet. #likeaboss. HAHAHA

Having PMR exam is just like having a war, keep being nervous before exam, the day before exam, and keep praying somemore.
Seriously I didn't study very hard like I studied during trial exams but guess what, my results are better than trial, I think and, hopefully. :P
And stay up late for studying does not really work because I'll be having headache on the next day :/

Btw I can't slack much next year, it's not a honeymoon, everything will be tougher to learn I know :/
I shouldn't be like this year, LOUSY.

-

Someone asked me to write about him here after exam so I don't write now since my exam hasn't over yet. HAHA :D
Good luck for your exam kay :) ♥ will be waiting for you! :D

*ohmytahi, I accidentally deleted some important posts :(( sad case.

Disappear.

2011-09-21T23:59:00.000-07:00

boo yeah! :) Finally I got time to clean the spiderweb here. But wait, after this post, I have to disappear until PMR over. Oh tahi.
I'm doing lots bunch of papers in my room everyday, just like a nerd dey. Tuition, room, school. Dad complains that I keep locking up myself in room, he nags and nags and nags.
Uhh, I don't want to be like this okay but no choice. :( PMR, screw it! grrrrr

I deleted most of my previous posts, x boleh tahan, damn lala wei. HAHAHA.
Some people said that I'm like a banana these days. Who cares? I prefer being a banana than lala tho. :D
I can't speak mandarin as fluent as before and always face some problems when writting essays too.
The worse part is, my english is like tahi wey. I can't handle chinese well, can't handle nglish well, lousy betul la ku.

Buddhablessme. Hopefully I can get A in pmr. puh-lis. :/

Feel like wanna drop chinese next year but everyone stops me -.- what to do?

Oh well well well, shouldn't care about that now, since I still know how to speak how to write. MUAHAHAHA *evil laughs
And now what am I hoping is, pmr & form 4 candidates' final exam end faster please. Can't wait for the outings with him :)
Miss him so badly nao :( his voice, his messages and everything about him. <3

Alright, got to go now, see ya guys! All the best in exam :)

For the first time.

2011-09-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps, I decided to post a random post today. :)

To be honest, I don't know what to type in my post lately, it seems lots of stuffs to type but then jammed all of a sudden.

My posts are getting lesser and lesser, and bored right? hmmm :/

And I don't addict to Facebook again. It gets boring, like really. Everytime I scroll up and down, up and down, it's just like wasting time.

I used to update statuses on Facebook like gila before but now I don't. heee :p When I saw my previous statuses, I was like whathehell? Why did I write this that time? stupid sial :s

But it's past, don't care about it. Ikr! don't ever look back :D

Don't you discover that recently everybody's smurfing around? :D of course me too. hee.

" I smurf you " " oh my smurf " " high 4 " " are you dead? " and so on :)

They're so cute, aren't they? :) And guess what? I just realised my pillow's cartoon is the smurfs! wee;)

For me, the movie was kinda not bad :))

PMR is around the corner, there's 26 days left. My principal is gonna give us lots of exercises and extend our study time. ohmysmurf.

Seriously my trial results were sucks :(

I should put more and more and more efforts, jiayouuuuuuu.

By the way, I will be seldom updating until after PMR. :)

It's just like totally not true, but it happened actually. What's wrong with me? :s

I keep thinking of it, again and again, I told my pet sista and she knows my feelings.

Ohmysmurf, I'm really a weirdo.

ISMURFYOU <3

I'm back peeps :)

2011-08-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

- taken while studying :P -

It's been a long time I did not update my blog, I was busy for preparing my trial exams.
Sorreh la, ikr, you all miss me so much. hahahaha, *perasan*

Trial is over, but pmr is coming. -.-
Hmmm, the exam was okay but I'm kinda afraid of the result.
Honestly I didn't prepare well :/ lousy sia. I seldom on my Facebook and didn't touch my pc during the exam.
When I open my pc and I was like, facebook has changed so.alot. haha. [actually a little bit niah. :P]

Everyone enjoys this holiday but my holiday mode hasn't switched on yet.
The pmr is like killing me, should be studying during this holiday. ishh.

Btw, malays raya, aku pun raya jugak :)
I'll be going my malay aunt's house on the first day of raya then having barbeque at er yi's house maybe.
Anyhow, I'll go aeon for an outing with my cousin too! :P
But wait, only 1 day for outing I guess, can't hang out so often.

-

hmm, yeah maybe I've changed.
I just can't stand it anymore, feeel like dying. nmad.
I hate my life, life sucks.
No one can understand, no one will understand, ain't cheating.
Am looking for peaceful life but I see nothing.

I used to act like I don't care but guess what? I'm despair and heartache actually :(
s.i.g.h.

-

曾经，某个人，淡出了我们的视野，却时常于不经意间，滑落在我们的记忆。
与其说是想念某个人，不如说是怀念某段时光，在它里面，浓缩了年少炽热的情愫。
不要在意生活和你开的玩笑，在你不懂爱的时候，别说碰到了不该放弃的人；
当你读懂它的时候，别说受到的全部是伤害。

-

ILOVEYOU <3 :)

Preparation.

2011-08-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

Okay, 1 more week to trial. 2 more months to PMR.
Many things to be read. ishh. My table is full of buku rujukan and exercise books.

BM & Sejarah, gg.com. :(
But, who cares?

Fight for ittttttttttttt ! :) I think Shirleen can do it well.
8 apples !? cheh :P [ buliding my confidence. -.- ]

-

最近我不喜欢我的生活, 很多原因很多原因.
我变到少话, 没有比以前大气, 开始会厌倦, 觉得很压力 :(
不知道还有多少朋友可以容忍我? xD [ 其实没有变很多吧? :o ]

-

THE END.

new addiction . ♥

2011-08-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

can't get you off my mind .

I'm a Freak.

2011-07-31T01:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I think I'm a freak.

Sometimes, my mind, my everything are totally different with others. hmmm.

I don't know? I just realise something is kinda weird lately. In fact, I don't really care about it.

But maybe my friends do. :/

Sorry for lack of updates, I have no idea to write anything.

I'm being shoooo hot-tempered recently. I feel sorry for my friends and my family.

Forgive me if I've done anything wrong. I know your heart is very besar one, especially for me. *bhb :P

Trial will be 2 weeks + later. Aw, the time terbang like lightning. :/
I'm on my way to prepare but ain't very ' pia ' that kind lah. Books don't really attract me at all.
So what? I can't give up to try loving it, jiayou bahhhh.

My mom agrees me change school next year. I've persuaded her for so long. :P
She asked me whether can learn chinese in the school. I was like .. omg, I never worried about this.
I then asked few of my friends instantly. My friend terus said, OF COURSE GOT LAH!
Ohyay, Thank God.
Still, I have to settle everything first, mom's permission is actually not enough.

Kay don't care, think of pmr dulu :D

-

I went to Face To Face for three times this weeek. Today my dad brought my mom and I there again and had lunch.
Mom says : " luckily it isn't open at banting. " Ohyeah, mom's right ! xD
No doubt, the pan mee kinda delicious but I already felt bored of the pan mee & like muntah. :/
I ate at Face To Face for four times. The first time was at Klang, I've fallen for the pan mee that time. heee

If you can't find me on facebook, find me on twitter or text me then. Bubyeeeee.

Importance.

2011-07-20T05:31:00.000-07:00

-like ghost huh? :p-

Just saw something that makes me heartbroken. ah. :(
Idk what for he did so, I'm confused and feeling depressed right now.
It really hurts. Unexpectedly he doesn't care it. He has apologized to me but still it's too late and I can't accept it.

Nevertheless, finally ~~I realised that our friendship isn't important for you.~~

Kays, fine, alright.

-

" Hi. How are you ? " Does this sentence look familiar?
It's an irritating virus in Facebook. WTH, didn't even know the virus can be upgraded such way.
I almost kena deyy, and 3 of my classmates too. We talked about this topic for half hour. lol
We kept being afraid and worrying that our account will get hacked or something.
You know, there are lots of memories in my account, I can't lose it lah. It's quite important for me.

Thank God that our accounts are safe. So far nothing happens.

现在最新virus类型是有hacker hack入受害者的在帐户，再以信息的方式陷害其他受害者~

首先它会信息你说: [HI,how are you?] ,
⋯⋯...
假如你有回复他，
他就会回复你: [wanna laugh? ] ,

假如你再回复他，
他就会回复你说：[i see ur picture on this video,wanna see it?] ,

假如你的好奇心重，那你就会中招被hack了~

-

Get to go for revise my sejarah, bye peeeps ! :)

I love my Parents.

2011-07-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I woke up early but still felt so sleeeepy.

As usual, my dear gastric always wakes me up, nice ones. ish

Waiting my parents woke up then pergi Klang. xD

didn't get enough sleep :(

My mum wanted to watch the mandarin scary movie but too bad aeon bkt tinggi haven't show yet.

Then I chose Mr Popper's Penguin. :)

Funny but also touching. :) it will be nicer if you watch with your family. WARM <3

Sometimes, people will ask me : " why you always say love your parents but how about you sis, bro? "

AHAHA, sorreh I don't have sibling. lol

Then my dad brought us to .. omg I forgot what's the name of the restaurant. :D The food there is delicious.

Went ahyi's house after eating, we stayed there till 11.00pm+ cuz of watching ASQ. lol

Omg, Liu Han Jie soooooooooo handsome la weyhhhhh! BRAVO!

He and Dai Tian Bao sang ' 我相信 ', AMAZING :)
If I had a kid in future, I hope he/she will good as them.

This year ASQ was pretty competitive but finally Geraldine got champion.

I didn't like her, idk why. xD but no doubt, her voice is nice.

I was soooo exhausted when reached home. :/ Thank God it's not Sunday.

Kay, jump topic. :)

NOW, I really love my school so muchieeeeeee.

The new timetable is totally torturing us I think. Omg, 4 periods for BM in a day!? and total 6-8 periods per week. oh kill me thanks.

I prefer more period for English but not BM. :(

Aw luckily there are only 4 periods of Chinese per week. YAY:)

The worst part is , there are no PJK, Moral, Sivik and Seni again. See, how special our school is.

No extra classes anymore but our school finish by 4.15pm on every Monday & Tuesday.

I wonder we can return home earlier. )

Got 3 A's in this time monthly test. bad.

Guess what, I got C in Chinese. [ C for Chinese? lol ]
I really can't do well in 文言文.

Thank God I've passed in Sejarah. Didn't hope to get A because I was despise of it since I was so stupid and believed the teacher. zzz
Started doing revision for all the subjects. I can't imagine if I do my Sejarah paper in trial or PMR like every exam before that.
Hopefully I won't be like that. Seriously, it's difficult to fall in love with Sejarah ! :(

-

in fitting room :)

NIGHTMARE.

2011-07-12T07:49:00.000-07:00

an old photo here. i seldom zilian since i have to busy this busy that :/

yay monthly test gone but trial coming . ish ish ish.

omybuddha, i studied bab 1-5 yesterday but the questions were all about bab 4-6 . eph-.-

the first time i can hafal sejarah so much but guess what , keluar semua soalan yg saya x tau buat.

yeahhhhhhhh gg.

I easy to feel pekcek lately, like gonna mad all the time. wt.

Always study study, aiks :( nightmare everyday. And always have to think about MONEY.

Told you right, the money is not for me that's why it's a trouble !

siao liao siao liao.

btw my sick almost recover already, only few days. tak cukupppppp. yeah see, I'm crazy now. :/

wanna go aeon tomorrow but idk why suddenly don't feel like going anywhere. lol

ephhhhhhhhhhhhhh. YOU KNOW WHAT ?

on your mind, I'm always the worst !

my results are always bad !

I never improve !

I'm such a idiot !

you always think that I'm useless, don't you?

don't feel wanna talk to you so much to avoid quarrel !

Sing Sing Sing to relieve my stress. aaah :p

nothing will ever come between us.

2011-07-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

hey guyss, I'm back ! heeeeeeeeeeee :p
recently I'm busy of many stuffs, nothing & no time to update my bloggggg.
decide to deactive my facebook or twitter, either one ! :) i'll do it soon. hee

actually my exam haven't finish yet, sejarah & english papers to go tomorrow.
but guess what, I'm here . weeeeeeee :pppp
sejarah, get A ! would I? :(
-
btw, everything happens all of sudden :( who knows what will happen the next second?
cried.
rest.in.peace.

-

I've planned for going convent's canteen day last week but couldn't make it :(
awwwwwwwww sorreh friend, cuz didn't support you :( . trust me , i'll be going next year ! ;)
lulalalal, gonna go for movie on wednesday. moviemoviemoviemovie !

-

you're hers i guess. ): yeah heartbroken sia.
i am not eligible to be together with you, she's better.
thinkingofyouforthewholeday, evenduringexam.
there are your name on my draft books, my exam question papers. you're special for me.
once i fall for someone, i would hard to give up. aaaaaaaaaah !

For me, you're everything ; For you, I'm nothing.

nmad sia , feel so stressful right now. love, family, studies and so on ! fml :(

luckily he doesn't have a twitter account. heh

that's alll. sorry for talking craps here ! hahahaha.

My 2011.

2011-07-02T09:48:00.000-07:00

Honeymoon gone, nightmare come. :(

This year, hmmmm, so far is a special year for me I guess.

Don't wanna describe so much here, just see some pichas kays? :)

My Friends & My Family

-the photo of 2011-

the first day of 2011. yeah it was my 14th birthday.

she is my lovely cousin ! weeeee

imissyou badlyy!!!

-saya belum standby, macam alien anyway haha-

happy CNY. my friends and I. she is one of my classmates.

the most siao, most makan duit, most kacau, most geng eating.

March holidays. we went penang, it was a niceeeee trip.

an unforgettable memories, thank you !!

*toink toink* skip to JUNE :)

BBQ night. I was very paiseh, sorry ya babe.

Finally we've taken some photos, chatting & eatting.

NICE TO MEET YOU ALL :p

AEON. they're my sistas. we know each other since Standard 2.

we're still the best friends. my BFF :)

HinHua Canteen Day. I long time didn't take photo with boy, felt so weird. hahahaha

He is Dickson, superahpek ! hahaha.

keep in touch ya friend :)

( next time smile more laaa adui ! :p )

that's all for this post. hopefully all of you will like it :)

SMILE!

What to do?

2011-06-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

I'm started hating my life. I know, I shouldn't be like this, but I don't know why I have this feeling all of sudden.
I'm pretty stressful, many works to be done, wtha. I can't even finish my homework & my folio , everyday the time given is not enough for me.

Nevertheless, that's my works, I must be responsible and done it all.
Aw funding. phhhhhhhhhhhhht. It makes me crazy, seriously.
Can I do it well? hopefully I can.
Just because it's not for me but us, anyway I must try the best. Oh no, is do the best.

UB2 is by next month, I know it's not very important but still I have to try my best.
PMR is around the corner, still slacking? still hang out? still playing? NO MORE kay. :(

FAMILY? sigh.
I hate this topic although I love my family always.
:(

-

SHIRLEEN, you can . yeah you can. JIAYOUS ! :(:

* anyone want to buy ST John stickers? come come come. hahahahahahaha lol
*Erhem, I wonder what's wrong with digi huh? It doesn't matter for me actually, I seldom text. hahaha
Just.. I saw a lots of facebookers are complaining. lol

NOOBIEEEE

2011-06-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

Got my new phone but I don't know how to use it, it's totally different with my old phone. ishh
I wouldn't change my phone if my old phone never broken. :/
My mum told me, ' this is the last time ' . Kays, I know for sure she would say that.
I've used banyak masa to observe my phone, -.-
ANDDDD, damnyou babeh, MY PHONE CAN'T CONNECT MY DEAR MODEM.
~~wan yeh ah? mm hai maah, fong gor ngo laa ! walaoweh :(~~
suey daoo x-x"

I pressed wrong something just now, then I asked my tuition classmates to help me and solve it. xD
They seeemed pro but they've failed to solve it, alahhh hahahahaha. thank them anyways :)

-

whathaa. why the scars never disappear one?

I thought I can really act like I didn't see it, I didn't know it, like blind but I can't. WHY? :(

Blank Mind.

2011-06-20T07:57:00.000-07:00

Actually I don't know what to type here. :D lol

Saturday. 18/6

Went 1U. Had buffet at shogun. xD
I didn't know why I vomited after having meal, goshh.
Kinda long time didn't vomit already, suffer sia. -.-
And before that, my stomach was pain liike hell, ishhhhh. Luckily all muntah out already. xD

Then shopping with my beloved friends. I saw a lot of nice clothes but didn't know which to choose so I gave up. HAHAHA
Guess what, I bought a drink from Starbucks. Weeee, feeling not well but still can drink it. lol

Returned home around 7.30pm, chatted banyak with goh. :D

- no picha cuz of some reasons :(( -

Sunday. 19/6

Went HinHua High School for their canteen day.
It was awesome sia, many stalls and the weather was so cold, cold till everyone was sweating. hahaha
There were many drinks, many food to be sold & many games to play too :)
I ate less, drank less but the money spent more. -.-

With huii giagia here giagia there, fun sia. xD haha
Met some friends as well :) hees

Monday 20/6

HMMMMMM, nothing to write actually...... I slept at school for an hour ++ :D hahah

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There's no medicine to cure you liao, whatheck. -.-
Talk to you like wasting me time. Sorry I have to say like that.

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See, I kisiao again! hahaha. It looks ugly right but I like it ! hahahaha
Yay I'm back. Back to my normal life, back to happy life. :)

knock me !

2011-06-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

Urgh, I have been slacking tooooooooo much for almost half year until now.

My results are getting worse now. Lousy sia.

I should wake up. I need someone to pull me from this lousy life and I have to pull myself too of course.

PMR is comingg, after PMR is going to Form 4. Everything will be changed that time.
I want to go science stream. Ain't I?

What am I waiting for? Such like a wimp there, duh.

HOW HOW HOW HOW -.- !?! I try to pull myself back but always fail.

Kay don't give up, should try again :(

School reopens.

2011-06-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

Holidays gone, live with school life, again. HATEIT.

Woke up early in the morning, felt so weak, banged here banged there and started worrying something.

Didn't feel like going to school, urghhhh.

As usual, listening the announcements from principal when assembly.

It's freaking sleepy you know, I almost fall asleep but when principal suddenly mentioned about ' mingggu ini tiada class pecutan ' , i was energetic all of a sudden, weeeee.

Ohyay, love my principal. Kay I mean only this week. xD

The teachers have given us our results. Omg, mou ngan tai.

My English............... ISHHHH ! disappointed sia. WHY THE HECK my paper 1 so teruk :(

So carelesss lah me, duhhhh ! [ kays, it's too late. ]

Other papers, hmmmm, all like shti. -.- I already prepared to accept it but excluded ENGLISH ! :(

Then chatting with friends. I kept telling Apple that I'm still worrying something : /

I love her , we can chat chat chat chat, banyak bercakap.

bye bye fever, bye bye headache ; hello gastrci, hello catch cold.

Can you stop smiling to me and get out from my mind? :/

I decided to give up but you like always stop me.

yeah I'm here always.

2011-06-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

No matter what happens, I'll always be there.
You can share you happiness with me.
You can tell me your sadness, I'll try to cheer you up.
You can tell me anything, I'll concentrate and listen to you because you're one of the IP in my life.
You look not handsome when you're unhappy :P
I prefer you smile, you laugh. I hope you always be happy ;)

I don't know whether there is a girl or no one is staying your heart
If there is a girl, who's that? I don't know, I don't care as well.
I just wanna you remember, you're not alone :D

I know I should not crush on you because of some reasons but I DID :(

Move on or Give up? :(

ly :p

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因为某些原因, 我转去打华语. xD

-下次再不够睡看看!!xD-

昨天等你online, 明知道你八成已经睡到像死猪这样, 我还是舍不得off.
因为只是几封SMS, 我不爽 :D
online 的时候, 重复 <好的事情> 大概有10多次, 边听边拿 tissue :'D
&想到某些事, 我睡不下. 半夜3点了, 我还是醒着的 : /

结果自己活该, 今天7早8早被爸妈吵醒, 陪他们去吧生.
其实我很累eh, 不是很想去的, 本想推掉, 可是妈妈好声好气地叫我去, 我又想到假期我到处跑, 都没有什么陪到他们, 就跟去吧 :D

发现自己每次假期都会渐渐地习惯吧生的生活, 我已经给了吧生我一半的假期 :)
可是去了那么多天, 还是没有看到他 :(
他真的很忙, 忙到 online 一下又 offline
假期就要完了, 我们从考试之前就说要出去, 出到现在假期都要完了. ZZZ
要等到几时? 不知道 /.\ . 只是, 我想你了 =) ♥
奇迹快点出现~~!!! xDD

昨天的还没有打, 等我得空先 :D!
放了慧他们飞机, paiseh, 我不是故意的 >.<
明天我去度假料, hmmmm, 没有什么特别的feeeel.

before cleaning my face :D

6/6

2011-06-06T21:38:00.000-07:00

今天, 有去aeon, 所以说咯, 假期的时候, 它就是我第二个家. xD
第一次跟 carmen 去, 有一点 awkward =.= hehe
我们看了 x-men first class.
不错看欸, 比 pirates 好. 对我来说啦 :D

很yeng的变种人 xD 乖仔没有看真的是waste啦. :P

过后又走走, 走走走走到 starbucks -.- xD

pok咯 -.-, 爱上 starbucks.

6点酱, 回家. :D

回到家下, 冲下凉, 跟1位先生1位小姐limteh.
刚开始我跟 JH 看到 MR ANG 的时候, 很paiseh, 跟他讲话一下我们自己又自己讲自己爽, 他就跟他朋友讲话 :D
哪里知道, 我们过后越 LIA 越 KEK xD
3个人, 你一句我一句. LOL

"shirleen~你住哪里?"
"我住美国~xD"

我跟JH柠檬大减价, 拼命酸人, woohoo~ xD

@MR ANG- 瘦到 -.- 还有你可以去做 zhabo 料, xD
@JH- LIAKEK lia 到爽吗? 哈哈

各位, 不要惊讶为什么我们突然会变 friend. 时间久了就没事了 xD
我们大家, 你有你的生活, 我有我的生活 ;))

回到家, 跟乖仔在 twtr 聊几句罢了他就不知道飞哪里去了.
去 aeon 没有看到他 ;( 失望下.

好咯, 自恋无罪, 我又来了 :D

全部没有 edit 的, 我懒惰了, 很累, 88 ==

5/6.

2011-06-03T09:14:00.000-07:00

Went to eat bahkuteh with friends in this morning. So sleepy. :x

We ate till so full, our stomach gonna explode. HAHAH

And then, we went to tuition classs.

I almost aslept when teacher was teaching. My eyes were going to close. =___=

After tuition, we went to Aeon.

At first, we went to Starbucks. aha! My favourite, GREEN TEA LATTE :)

Then, we bought movie tickets. We chose Pirates of the Caribbean.

hmmmm, not bad leh. there's few parts scary sia, omg. It might be my nightmare. lollll :3

Seriously, I almost asleeep that time as well :$ hahahahahaha. Too tired already lah.

After watching, we jalan sini jalan sana XD go to Brands Outlet.

We bought some clothes, never tryyy then buy, we very pro hor :ppp!

Jalan lagi Jalan lagi, Jalan ke KFC. xD

we ate that ^^^^^^^^^ lmao.

Actually we didn't feel hungry at all but our mouths were too itchy. :D

2 people shared this. elehhhh ! yok xun :x siao lah us :)

We went back around 8pm. Dark sia ! :x

hen kong bu eh ! xD

Hmmmm, I think that's all lah. :P

Eh wait ! Show you my zilian pichas ! hahahah

THE END :)

4 hours + lagi.

2011-05-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

okay, i'll be 'tortured' for few days. how nice.
anyway, wait me back.
i hope i willl have lots of fun there and nothing unhappy. god bless me please.
this is the first time i have no mood at all before going camp.
tomorrow i need to wake up early early early. hell.
siens siens siens siens.

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heard that my aunt was singing : ' it's not about the money money money ' today. LOL.
speechless lah me. hahahahaha. she's so cute. XD

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ohya, my hp was kena boom by good boy just now.
and of course, i bom back him ! heh.
i was good at spamming on facebook :D lalalalala. too bad my hp wasn't touch screen one, if not..ngek ngek ! :pp
good boy kept saying that he's the winner. fine, i'm generous, so let you won once. XD
okay , just once ! XD after i came back from camp, i will balas dendam. LALALALALA :pp!

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okay, gotta off now, mom's scoldin. :x
It'll be a great camp? neverthelss, godblessme, I don't wanna be an idiot again.

holiday rocks.

2011-05-27T10:01:00.000-07:00

-an old picha again. lots of photos in my phone but i'm lazy send to my pc. -

Okay. Firstly, I wanna say 'Happy Holidays' to everyone :D !

Tada, I'm waiting for this kinda long weyh. Finally exam's over, holiday comes. :)

I expect how my holiday goes. hmmmm. I hope it will be a wonderful holiday :D heee

Maths paper was tough like hell today. Aw, I mean paper 2.

Alright, I always die in paper 2 and it was at locus, transformation and so on.

Paper 1 arhhh, still okay buh, hopefully it will be a satisfied marks, and paper 2 too please. teeheee.

Aw, got shocked by English teacher today.

I asked her about our results and then she told me, only 2 people....

Omg, I thought she wanted tell me only 2 people got A. - -'

Then she continued, she said, only 2 people failed.

I was *huuuuuuuuuu* luckily. XD

After exam finished, everyone shouted like crazy but excluded me kay. hahahaha

And no one cares mathematics. :)

When reached home, somebody texted me and told me something.

I saw it then I posted a status on my Facebook.

WTH xD why everyone thought I was angry about it. lmao. I didn't put exclamation mark also.

I was just said out what I wanna say muh :)

Anyway, holidays lerh, we should be happy right? :p

yo I wanna change my hp weyh :( My current hp really scuks. ://

Omgg, I am attracted by Xperia. Mummy, I wanna change hp. sincerely :(

Played siao kia's hp just now. The angry bird fun and cute sia :D

I didn't see through the functions of the hp. duhhh.

Borrow from him next time. xD

Yerrrrr, few friends are going to SJ youth camp tomorrow. WEI, I wanna go too eh. :(

Sigh, too bad I can't go. srsly. Nevermind, I have a camp on next Monday too. lol

But still I have no any mood cuz some reasons. aiks.

LEO CLUB? aiks.

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啦啦啦, 终于放假噜 :P

明天真的很希望可以跟你出去, 可是补习 ;(

没关系, 就像你说的, 我们还有那么多天假期, 怕去没有? xD

you're the best guy I ever met.

轻松了 :D

2011-05-25T01:29:00.000-07:00

wahahaha, 剩几科罢了, 加油加油 =)
KH & 华语试卷1? 晚上读. 数学? 明天才读啦 xD
这次考试我真的可以去死啦, 我完全没有心咯.
考 GEO & SEJ 我在开电脑, 因为重要的note在电脑. 你知道的啦, 一开电脑, twitter > facebook. LOL
我看我是要被老师骂了, 因为我这次真的很糟糕.
不瞒你说, 我科学 paper 1 才用 10分钟做完, 强叻 =D
这次考试目前为止都没有时间不够用的是发生, 数学我不敢保证. XD

当然我要说的是, 这次考试真的是 tough like hell.
我 aim 的, 出的只有one-fourth. :/ 可以说是全军覆没吧. ==
最能够满意的只是英文, 其它的死翘翘.
如果这次是 PMR , 我一定死给他看 /.\
WTH. 真的没心情考. :/
今天写华语作文, 觉得自己句子写得没有很顺, 很多字不会写了. 以前我是那个会最多字的那个 xD
这次? 死咯. :D

阿弥陀佛, 祝我这次死的不会很难看, 最好不要有不及格出现. ZZZ
我不想我的中学成绩出现红的咯..!!!!! :3

okay, 人家讲要 think positive 就可以了, 所以我现在要跟自己讲我一定能够拿到苹果. XD [发梦吗我 :P ]

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最近其实很不开心, 尤其是昨天.
很想崩溃. 在学校的时候我很想大哭的, 可是我忍我忍我忍! xD 做到了=)
考试也考了. 虽然考的时候一直在想那件事, 补习也一直在想, calm 不到. lol
唱歌唱不到, 会哽咽. WTH. :X

不过我没事了. 伤心什么? 想哭什么? 不值得. XD
看透了看透了. xD
让我心情变得好点的朋友, 感恩 :D 爱你们.
有时候, 我很少话, 超少的那种, 甚至可以叫做敷衍吧, 你们要原谅蛤 :(

心情不好的时候喜欢在 twitter 游荡.
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转一下台, 讲下假期. XD
假期嘛, 我很忙下. :P
老妈子昨天跟我说假期要去黄金海岸, 是有点显掉. lol
可是她说有潜水什么的, HMMMM, 这样还差不多. XD
怎样都比不过热浪岛 :(( 热浪岛真的是..........................awesome !!! :/
去了第一次, 还会再想去, 就像现在的我 :( xD
然后叻, 我要去我第二个家跑, AEON. lol 电影, 唱K, 跟乖仔喝茶 :D
接下来剩 camp & 补习噜. :(
都没有时间做 FOLIO, 没有时间读书, WALAO. /.\

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谢谢你们无时无刻在我不开心的时候陪着我 =) ♥

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-Never regret anything that has happened in your life. It cannot be changed, so take it as a lesson learned and move on.
-No need to cheat your mate. If you're not happy, just leave.
-IMISSYOU. ILIKEYOU.

NIGHTMARE. :o

2011-05-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

rawr, 2 gone, 9 to go ! :/
Today the BM papers were totally tough like hell weyh.
Hmm, yeah, I mean kertas 2. Damnit D; those sections were freaking hard, even the ringkasan.
I hope I will pass or get B please. I never expect that I can get A. hmmm.
Btw, plan to study but always fail .
Anyway, godblessme.

Aw, gonna prepare for a camp soon. pffffft.
Seriously, I have no idea at all, what to do? As you know, I'm a blur-girl. :D
Hopefully the camp can flow well but I know I'll be freaking sleepy there. Z! pffffffffffft ==

Hanging out with dear friends just now.
Learned some geografi from them, thankyou goh :) 520

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lots of people saying 520 520 520 including me :D
but hor, I wonder why they keep saying ' world ends ' at the next day. weird right? funny + speechless sia. :/
wat eva.

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Damn. the stupid sejarah goes on the next Monday.
Ohya, it's together with my dearest English. omgosh
Totally ruins my mood lah deii. GG.COM.
1 more week, sigh, The time passes freaking slow. Z!
A new neighbour sits my beside, he's so liakek. lol.

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最近胃痛越来越够力, 吃不吃都在痛. =3=
我已经在 plan 这几天的午餐来个斋饭应该不错结果我还是没买 /.\
今天 meeting 回家后胃搅到很够力, 声音都出来的那种, 痛死我.
应该是没什么喝到水, 不然平时不会这样的 >3<
还有头很容易痛咯, omg, 这是压力吗请问 ;(
超讨厌的. :@

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-开 twitter 的时候, 希望你 on 着, 因为朋友啊, 我喜欢在那里跟你 chat =D
-其实我本来觉得你人不错, 很好笑, 又蛮会读书, 结果一知道你有抽烟, 对你的看法大大改变. /.\
-刚你跟我小聊一下, 感觉还是一样的冷, 还是不知道是谁的问题. 可是都过去了对吧 :)
-我们真的应该珍惜身边所有的人. 还有, 算起来其实我真的比很多人幸福. :(((

EXAM week.

2011-05-19T03:01:00.000-07:00

aw. I haven't even start reading a book. see, I'm a lousy fellow.
tomorrow goes to BM paper but I left my komsas notes at school. see, how fool am I.

luckily, I have searched the notes on the Internet, if not gg lah me.
and the karangan. AW, DAMMN ! :/

seriously, I hate BM.

After BM paper settled, having SEJ & ENG papers on Monday. pffft
the exam seems like killing me deii. it's freaking hard. i don't want to get D again please.
mid-term exam, can you pass quickly? ;(

ohno, should be.. CAN YOU DISAPPEAR !? :/ and let's the PMR trial and PMR follow you to disappear too babeh.
I don't wanna see you again, honestly.

hmmm, hearsay the world gonna end on this Saturday. damn funny sia lorh. xD I think won't so fast lah. I can't really imagine how if it happens. :/

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BUDDHA BLESS ME AHHH ~! :/
after exam, I wanna hang out hang out hang out.
Aeon gonna be my second house again. lol :D

oh gosh, what am I thinking right now, the exam lagi ada 10 subjects to go but I'm already thinking the holidayssss. :/

ALL THE BEST TO ME !

will not on Internet for few days I think xD

-I don't know why I care so much when I shouldn't care at all.
-We’re not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.